The lawyer nodded slowly.
“Yes.”
I pressed my hands against my chest, trying to calm my breathing.
For five years, I had believed that whatever had brought Richard and me together, there had been something real underneath it.
Maybe our relationship had started because I needed a home.
Maybe I had married him because I was desperate.
But somewhere along the way, desperation had disappeared.
There had been mornings when I woke up simply because I wanted to hear his voice.
There had been nights when I sat beside his bed while he slept, watching his chest rise and fall, terrified that one morning it wouldn’t.
There had been countless little moments that had made me believe that, somehow, we had become a real family.
And now this stranger was standing in my living room telling me that Richard had expected me to marry him because I was desperate.
I wiped my eyes.
“Then why did he marry me?”
The lawyer didn’t answer immediately.
Instead, he opened his briefcase.
My stomach tightened.
He pulled out a thick brown envelope.
“There are things you need to know before you make any assumptions.”
I stared at the envelope.
“What is that?”
“Something Richard instructed me to give you only after his death.”
My hands began to tremble.
“Why?”
“Because he specifically told me not to give it to you while he was alive.”
I looked at him suspiciously.
“What is inside?”
“You’ll have to open it.”
I reached for the envelope.
But before I could take it, the lawyer placed his hand over it.
“There is one thing you should understand.”
“What?”
“Richard didn’t leave you nothing.”
I frowned.
“You just said—”
“I said he didn’t leave you anything from his estate.”
He paused.
“There is a difference.”
I felt a cold sensation crawl down my spine.
“What does that mean?”
He slowly removed his hand.
“It means that what Richard left you may be worth far more than the house, the cars, the bank accounts, or anything else listed in his estate.”
I stared at him.
“That doesn’t make sense.”
“It will.”
I opened the envelope.
Inside was a handwritten letter.
I recognized Richard’s handwriting immediately.
My knees nearly gave out.
I sat down.
For several moments, I simply stared at his name written across the top.
My dearest Anna,
I stopped breathing.
Richard had never called me by my full name when he was alive.
He always called me “Honey.”
Sometimes “Annie.”
Sometimes, when he was teasing me, “Mrs. Impossible.”
But seeing my name written in his handwriting made the grief rush back with such force that I had to close my eyes.
I began reading.
If you are reading this, then I am gone.
Tears blurred the words.
And if my lawyer has done exactly what I asked, then you are probably angry with me.
A broken laugh escaped my mouth.
“You have no idea,” I whispered.
The lawyer said nothing.
I continued.
Before you read the rest of this letter, I need you to promise me something.
Do not sell the house.
I froze.
The house?
The house that I had just been told wasn’t mine?
I read the sentence again.
Do not sell the house. Do not leave it. And whatever happens, do not trust anyone who tells you that you must leave immediately.
My heart began pounding.
I looked up at the lawyer.
“Why would he say that?”
The lawyer’s face had become strangely serious.
“Keep reading.”
I looked back down.
There is a reason I married you.
My fingers tightened around the paper.
And it has nothing to do with money.
I swallowed.
You believed you married an old man because you needed somewhere to live. You believed I married a young widow because I was lonely. Both of us were partly right. But neither of us knew the whole truth.
I stopped.
The room suddenly felt colder.
The whole truth?
What truth?
I kept reading.
Five years ago, when you first came to work for me, I already knew who you were.
My heart began racing.
I looked at the lawyer.
“What does that mean?”
He didn’t answer.
I read the next line.
I knew about your husband. I knew about Emily. I knew about your debts. I knew about the eviction notice.
My mouth went dry.
That couldn’t be possible.
I had never told Richard everything.
Not at first.
He had learned some things gradually.
But the letter continued.
And I knew about your foster-care records.
I dropped the letter.
For a moment, I couldn’t move.
Nobody knew much about my childhood.
I had spent years trying to forget it.
I had moved through foster homes so often that sometimes I couldn’t remember which bedroom belonged to which house.
I had learned early not to become attached.
Don’t unpack too much.
Don’t leave your favorite things at someone else’s house.
Don’t believe adults when they promise you’re staying forever.
Because forever usually lasted a few months.
I picked up the letter again.
There was something I never told you about your childhood.
My hands were shaking violently now.
The lawyer leaned forward.
“You need to read everything.”
I looked at him.
“What does Richard know about me?”
The lawyer’s expression changed.
For the first time since he had entered my home, he looked uncomfortable.
“Everything.”
I stared at him.
“What does that mean?”
“It means Richard had been looking for you long before you ever started working for him.”
My blood ran cold.
“Looking for me?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
The lawyer didn’t answer.
I looked down at the letter.
The next sentence was waiting for me.
Because your mother asked me to.
I stopped breathing.
My mother.
The woman I had been told was dead.
The woman whose face I barely remembered.
The woman I had spent my entire life believing had abandoned me.
I read the sentence again.
Because your mother asked me to find you.
“No…”
The word came out as barely a whisper.
I shook my head.
“No. That’s impossible.”
The lawyer said nothing.
I looked at him.
“My mother died when I was three.”
“I know what you were told.”
“What I was told?”
My voice rose.
“What are you saying?”
He looked toward the window.
“Richard spent years trying to find the truth.”
“About what?”
He turned back toward me.
“About why you were placed in foster care.”
I felt my heart pounding in my ears.
I looked down at the letter.
There was another paragraph.
Anna, the story you were told about your parents is not the truth.
I covered my mouth.
Tears streamed down my face.
Your mother did not abandon you.
I couldn’t read anymore.
I threw the letter onto the table and stood.
“Stop.”
The lawyer remained silent.
“Stop telling me these things.”
“You deserve to know.”
“No!”
My voice cracked.
“You don’t get to walk into my home one day after my husband’s funeral and tell me my entire childhood was a lie!”
The lawyer lowered his head.
“I know.”
“Then why are you doing this?”
“Because Richard made me promise.”
I stared at him.
“Promise what?”
“That if he died before he could tell you himself, I would tell you everything.”
